Monday, September 6, 2010

Who's Business???

My business is my business and yo business is yo business and when ya try to get into other people’s business it’s so not the business.....Live for you and not for the approval of others. I understand your confusion of wandering, pleasing those around you, and yet when all is said and done and no longer your approval committee is around, it leaves you with the trash of picking up the pieces and hiding out in the world you created to comfort your pain.

I surrender to life and will live for the that one moment of truth when I can smile and say “I did it my way” laugh if you may, but that’s the way I deal with my pain a cheesy line to carry me to the next gig of demons in my head. I am good, I am worthier, I am scared………comfort me, I want to be set free, someone hear me…….

My Life as a COCONUT

Wow this was an easy decision to make, I mean I was already domesticated, just not educated. I knew how to cook, bake, clean, change diapers, and how hard could it be to work in a village store? The only thing was I wasn’t really sure about the pigs and chicken. I only ate pork chops , loved fried chicken, so raising them was going to be a challenge. My mind was already made up I was going to drop out of school and help around the house. But before telling my dad, I wanted to first check out the school and see what it would be like to be surrounded by so many Samoan kids, and besides I had all these new clothes I wanted to show off from the states.